been dissociating more again recently. so recent stuff's been more floaty. feels kind of like suddenly not being quite so horrible maybe.
just cut off from everything, all
it's hard to see or hear or feel or all those other things, unless it's all at once.
finally saw リップヴァンウィンクルの花嫁 a couple weeks back. has this scene that's just. and here it is spelt out all perfectly, somebody else somewhere feeling these same things.
tune of the day: